Observation of Acceptable and Thrown

It's not really great to be ignored. I mean, everyone wants to be the center of attention, where others are really accept us. Well, not of us are acceptable. Some people are ignored, they're kicked out from the group. It's not their choice to be kicked. Maybe others just hate the way they (thrown people) are, they're very picky (I mean in this case 'picky' is like only choose for their level), not accepting people who are lower than them. Pretty much is like that. I am actually feeling that way. When my teacher replace my seat-mate, I heard that
my new seat-mate said to my friend that she doesn't feel really great to sit next to me. Well, I understand because I'm giving too much attention to teachers more than to joking around. I'm not a funny guy. Then I chose to move back where I used to sit. I didn't mean to be angry cause she doesn't accept me well, no. I just want her to be happy with another guy. But my close friends were say that, I'm funny, I'm smart (not really trust that one), and they love to having me around in any case. A few days later, one of my friend knew the problem between me and my last new seat-mate and she said that I have to change myself to be more acceptable person. I have to be like this, I gotta be like that, and I should be like....blablabla...... I could make a long list of it! Well, I know I'm not the guy who can do things easily. I can easily making friends with other. I had no problem! But seems I'm not the kind of popular kids group. I'm regular! But I tend to making friends with thrown people. I know it's weird and I also think they're not acceptable. But at least I could show to my other friends that thrown people could be a lot of fun! They're much friendlier than we are. But I'm a neutral guy so I'm still up on some popular guy. 

But you know what? When my friend said that I gotta change, I just like "so the whole time you just pretend that you're accept me? So you don't accept the way I am?" and I just want this to be over. I think about it all the time. A true friend must see the background of their friends, must see how's their action to others. She thinks that I'm just another nerd and like to be surrounded by thrown people, well yes. What was wrong? In practical of caring to other I'm better than her, I accept everyone in every angel. She 'read' the list "I should change." But most are my goodies. Like : not too much spending your time with the 'lower people' (thrown) and you must spend your time with cool guys. I know she's A HALF right. But the things I can't accept from the cool kids are they're too harsh, their words are too hurting, their act are like they are the rulers. I can't stand near of them. In fact thrown people are not at all should be thrown, they're should be acceptable! Cause they're more talented than other. And because most of us are bookworm, so we made a Book Club of our class. It's great! I love them, everyone, even people who hurt me a lot. So that's all about my 'observation'. I hope there would be no more misunderstanding.