When Everything Has Changed

   DIFFERENCE, is a word that describe about something obviously different from what it used to be. Like if you go to the new class for the new school year and you would definitely see new people, new teacher, new things! It's actually great to have some difference around you. You'd get new information, new experiences, and many more. But sometimes, different, make you have to place yourself in your place. I mean it's like adaptation. You gotta act like you have to, you gotta do what you have to, and you just have to accept everything that it has changed.

Well, I don't know about you but this is my (new) experience of facing the differences.

   Actually, it's been a few months for me, for us, to be in our new class. Some of us discovered new things, some others had known all. However, we all felt new in here. I met

the teachers and they are lovely. Nice and so passionate somehow. Though I don't feel fit with someones. Like the new teacher - well, new for me - she gives lessons like a, b, c, d not like AB CDE F GHIJ sort of things. It has no excitement (for me) and it's not worth a thing.

   Friends? They all great. All of them. Most. Some of.. A few of them are. Uh, I don't know how to say this but they all nice for me it's just they are actually not. Other friends told me that they hate me somehow, they kind of talk behind me and spread things that aren't very good of me. Well, I laughed - not because I don't know how to respond it, I just laughed. I remembered that I'd taken that quote which  it says 'if people talk behind your back, it only means that you're ahead of them' and 'if people starting to talk about you, it means you're famous.' I love those quotes. It's just so... ME.

I don't give any hope that 'my friends' will change anyway but I just hope that they will understand and rather not to judge people before they know the real background behind it. Just that.

   About targets or goals, for this year I can really feel the excitement and... fire that burns in me. It feels like, I'm pushed and my heart races in my run to reach 'em. However when you ask me what your biggest target is, well, I DON'T KNOW. I just feel that I have it. I don't even know what it is.

Do and give the best of me for Him is my guide to reach the top of the mountain. Why? Well because goals are the best thing that you want to get, right? So theoretically, you gotta give your best to get the best. So just do it!

   Current feeling : Frustatergic (Frustrated energetic)

I've learned that nobody can ever be trusted. I've known that keeping it all doesn't worth anything. If you have a problem, the one that you can trust is yourself. If you love him but you're a shy type of person then try to be open with him and start everything and let it flow. No matter what mistakes you will make because everything happens for a reason and for a better future. Believe that. Just make decisions by your own wisdom - as long as you can get along with it - and don't keep anything from the world because it needs to see a shot from you. And only you who can show yourself.

Enjoy every little things in life.

Sincerely,

   Me